I would say...

Keep going
Say everything
all those hurtful words you think don't mean a thing

What I told you that your thoughts are flawed?
would your jaw be floored?
You though I adored you
but that's in the past and no longer true

I thought you said you loved me
then you ridicule me and say say it's advice
you know nothing of what I do or how to do it
so how does your advice suffice?

Don't judge me when you can't be me
....

That's what I want to say
but I will never say as you may feel.
Don't worry though I won't feel for much longer
because you're only making me long for death
peaceful rest is no jest in my mind
the scars accumulate on my arm
As you seem to repudiate my feelings and do harm

I will be no more and no more will we be.